Mariah Carey's song "Obsessed" dictates it is a horrible, foul thing to allow one person to consume your mind. Even Webster's defines the word as "to preoccupy the mind of someone continually, intrusively, and to a troubling extent." Still negative. So I wonder- can we be completely and utterly fascinated with an individual and it not be a bad thing? Or is it the fact that we spend so much time dwelling automatically awful? Is it imposible for it to be a positive?
I sure hope it isn't, because seriously, like Bella Swan said from Twilight, I [am] unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him. And thereby obsessed.
I can't help but love him.
♥In 10 days he's starting Grad School!
♥He is the only one working in our family right now.
♥For the past year he has been our ward's Elders' Quorum President -believe me, that entails a lot.
♥He just has so much on his plate right now. I see how stressed out he gets at times, but he handles it so incredibly well, much more than I would be able to.
In addition to the busy work he does all day long: he supports me, uplifts me, lets me cry on him, pushes me to succeed and gives me things I need. Lately, I have felt the weight of highs and lows, sorrow and joy and a billion feelings at once. I simply can't express my gratitude of having someone important to me to voice it all to, to have someone I adore be able to calm my fears and to have someone I love more than life say special prayers with me.
It makes my heart swell to talk about how freaking great of a person he is! I recently had an interview, at one point it was said, "Your husband is lucky to have you." And I had to make a rebuttal and say, "No, I am lucky to have him!"
And I am. I love you Graham. Thanks for everything you do for me!
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